From 283791fbe57b9e76290e85a732cf170bbe386b8e Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Volpeon Date: Sat, 27 Nov 2021 15:49:18 +0100 Subject: Update --- content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md | 8 +++++--- 1 file changed, 5 insertions(+), 3 deletions(-) diff --git a/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md b/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md index 8e2a2ef..bf99617 100644 --- a/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md +++ b/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md @@ -12,7 +12,9 @@ It began one evening when I was about 6 years old. I was watching "The Sword in the Stone" by Disney, an animated film about a boy called Arthur who is transformed into various animals by Merlin the wizard in order to educate him. The idea of possessing a nonhuman body fascinated me immediately, especially that of a bird. What would it feel like to have such a completely different body, to have a beak and wings and to be covered in feathers that are bristling in the wind as I'm flying through the sky? -As I imagined myself in this situation, something inside of my mind awakened; something that rejected my human nature and longed for this experience; something that would never leave me alone again. - -I frequently imagined I was a bird for many years, but as I grew up, I found other creatures I identified with: dragons, wolves and eventually foxes. +As I imagined myself in this situation, something inside of my mind awakened; something that rejected my human body and longed for the right one; something that would never leave me alone again. +Driven by this desire, I started to fantasize about being a bird frequently. +It was like a spiritual activity, something I fully concentrated on when I had time for myself so I could make this fantasy as realistic as possible. +For many years I frequently fantasized about being a bird, then a dragon, very briefly a wolf, and finally a fox. +By that time I was 18 years old and -- cgit v1.2.3-54-g00ecf