From cd53d0b967f1ae66d98d86131bed01931049397b Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Volpeon Date: Sat, 27 Nov 2021 22:32:14 +0100 Subject: Update --- content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md | 10 ++++++---- 1 file changed, 6 insertions(+), 4 deletions(-) (limited to 'content') diff --git a/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md b/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md index 53d3a9a..12e8d95 100644 --- a/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md +++ b/content/9thPK7O3xn/posts/i-am-not-a-fox.md @@ -12,10 +12,12 @@ It began one evening when I was about 6 years old. I was watching "The Sword in the Stone" by Disney, an animated film about a boy called Arthur who is transformed into various animals by Merlin the wizard in order to educate him. The idea of possessing a nonhuman body fascinated me immediately, especially that of a bird. What would it feel like to have such a completely different body, to have a beak and wings and to be covered in feathers that are bristling in the wind as I'm flying through the sky? -As I imagined myself in this situation, something inside of my mind awakened; something that rejected my human body and longed for another one; something that would never leave me alone again. +As I imagined myself in this situation, something inside of my mind awakened; something that rejected my human body and longed for another one. +Driven by this desire, imagining I was a bird became a frequent activity. -Driven by this desire, I started to fantasize about being a bird frequently. -For me it was -- and still is -- a strictly personal and mental matter, so I made sure to have time for myself and focused on making the body feel realistic to let me forget about reality. +23 years later, foxes have taken the place of birds after a detour with dragons and wolves. +During this time, I started to question my experience and was looking for answers. +I theorized I had the soul of a dragon, stumbled across the furry fandom, and learned of the existence of otherkins and therians. +It was a long time of uncertainty and it hasn't been that long since I settled with my identity. -The only thing that has changed over time was the creature I became in my fantasy. -- cgit v1.2.3-70-g09d2