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title:    I Am (Not) a Fox
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I am not a fox.
It would be ridiculous to claim otherwise since a fox wouldn't be able to type this text on a keyboard, or come up with it in the first place.
A fox probably couldn't have a job as a software developer either.
But despite reality being what it is, my existence as a human being doesn't feel right to me.
I've felt this way for pretty much my entire life.

I was 6 years old when I first became aware that something was wrong.
I'm sure you know the movie "The Sword in the Stone", wherein the protagonist Arthur experiences transformations into various animals