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6As a child, I frequently imagined I was a bird. 6As a child, I wanted to be a bird.
7I had watched Disney's "The Sword in the Stone", an animated film about a boy called Arthur who is transformed into various animals by Merlin the wizard in order to educate him. 7I had watched Disney's *The Sword in the Stone*, an animated film set in medieval England about an orphan called Arthur who meets Merlin, a wizard.
8The idea of being an animal, but especially a bird, resonated with me. 8Merlin decides to become Arthur's tutor and teaches him various lessons in a quite unconventional way -- by turning him into a fish, a squirrel, and eventually a sparrow.
9The idea of being an animal, and specially a bird, was incredibly fascinating to me.
9How would it feel to experience and interact with the world through such a completely different body? 10How would it feel to experience and interact with the world through such a completely different body?
10To feel my feathers bristling in the wind as I'm flying through the sky? 11To feel my feathers bristling in the wind as I'm flying through the sky?
11To be perceived by other creatures not as a human but as a bird? 12To be perceived by other creatures not as a human but as a bird?
12As I grew up, I explored this concept further and further and my fantasies became increasingly detailed and immersive.
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14When I was 13 years old, dragons took over the role of birds after I got introduced to fantasy novels. 14Nowadays, I don't want to be a bird anymore, of course.
15I want to be a fox.
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17I can't explain why I'm feeling this way
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18By then, I had
19I had realized by then that my experience was far from normal and I finally decided to do research on the internet, where I stumbled across the furry fandom and found therians.
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21Therians are individuals who believe they are an animal on some level, either spiritually -- such as past lives or souls -- or psychologically. 20Therians are individuals who believe they are an animal on some level, either spiritually -- such as past lives or souls -- or psychologically.
22It sounds like the perfect answer to my question, but after looking into them it didn't resonate with me. 21It sounds like the perfect answer to my question, but after looking into them it didn't resonate with me.
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