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-title:    I Am Not a Fox
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+title:       I Am Not a Fox
+last_update: 2021-12-03
+unlisted:    true
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 As a child, I wanted to be a bird.
 I had watched Disney's *The Sword in the Stone*, an animated film set in medieval England about an orphan called Arthur who meets Merlin, a wizard.
 Merlin decides to become Arthur's tutor and teaches him various lessons in a quite unconventional way -- by turning him into a fish, a squirrel, and eventually a sparrow.
 The idea of being an animal, and specially a bird, was incredibly fascinating to me.
-How would it feel to experience and interact with the world through such a completely different body?
+How would it feel to have such a completely different body?
 To feel my feathers bristling in the wind as I'm flying through the sky?
 To be perceived by other creatures not as a human but as a bird?
+I was 6 years old at that time and to this day, the desire to be an animal never left me alone again.
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+As I got older, it became clear to me that my experience was far from usual.
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-Nowadays, I don't want to be a bird anymore, of course.
-I want to be a fox.
 
-I can't explain why I'm feeling this way
 
 
 Therians are individuals who believe they are an animal on some level, either spiritually -- such as past lives or souls -- or psychologically.
 It sounds like the perfect answer to my question, but after looking into them it didn't resonate with me.
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-I am not a fox.
-It would be ridiculous to claim otherwise.
-A fox wouldn't be able to type on a keyboard, not to mention come up with this text in the first place.
+I can't bring myself to say "I *am* a fox" in any serious context because I know I'm not one.
+A fox wouldn't be able to type on a keyboard or come up with this text in the first place.
 A fox couldn't have a job as a software developer.
 A fox wouldn't look in the mirror and see a human.
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