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| @@ -12,7 +12,9 @@ It began one evening when I was about 6 years old. | |||
| 12 | I was watching "The Sword in the Stone" by Disney, an animated film about a boy called Arthur who is transformed into various animals by Merlin the wizard in order to educate him. | 12 | I was watching "The Sword in the Stone" by Disney, an animated film about a boy called Arthur who is transformed into various animals by Merlin the wizard in order to educate him. |
| 13 | The idea of possessing a nonhuman body fascinated me immediately, especially that of a bird. | 13 | The idea of possessing a nonhuman body fascinated me immediately, especially that of a bird. |
| 14 | What would it feel like to have such a completely different body, to have a beak and wings and to be covered in feathers that are bristling in the wind as I'm flying through the sky? | 14 | What would it feel like to have such a completely different body, to have a beak and wings and to be covered in feathers that are bristling in the wind as I'm flying through the sky? |
| 15 | As I imagined myself in this situation, something inside of my mind awakened; something that rejected my human nature and longed for this experience; something that would never leave me alone again. | 15 | As I imagined myself in this situation, something inside of my mind awakened; something that rejected my human body and longed for the right one; something that would never leave me alone again. |
| 16 | 16 | Driven by this desire, I started to fantasize about being a bird frequently. | |
| 17 | I frequently imagined I was a bird for many years, but as I grew up, I found other creatures I identified with: dragons, wolves and eventually foxes. | 17 | It was like a spiritual activity, something I fully concentrated on when I had time for myself so I could make this fantasy as realistic as possible. |
| 18 | 18 | ||
| 19 | For many years I frequently fantasized about being a bird, then a dragon, very briefly a wolf, and finally a fox. | ||
| 20 | By that time I was 18 years old and | ||